This is how the burns look about 4-5 days afterward. They are starting to heal quite nicely, but still itch like crazy.
A blog with photos and descriptions of my various methods of self-injury that may or may not include comments on therapy, trauma, PTSD, depression, etc. Basically, it's a place for me to chronicle what will HOPEFULLY be my journey OUT of the trap of hurting myself and INTO new habits of choosing better coping mechanisms.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Monday, September 26, 2011
Cigarette Burns on Flesh - after about 4 days
This is how it looks after the burns start to heal a bit (3-4 days after the initial cigarette burns). At this point, the burned area starts to itch like crazy. I was in counseling at this time and my therapist was aware of my having burned myself. I was very close to being hospitalized, she said, if I didn't gain control of this self-destructive behavior. I treated the burns by cleansing with peroxide, applying a special burn gel, and covering the burns with gauze that I taped in place. I was afraid to seek medical attention because I thought they might try to admit me for in-patient psychiatric treatment.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Friday, September 23, 2011
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